86 Ways of Looking at Death
By: Kenji

When young i wasn’t much bothered about death; at least, i didn’t give it too much thought. Time passed much slower then and there was so much life ahead. At 30 my mortality worried me quite a bit. Oblivion especially. Several years back i started thinking my life expectancy might keep being extended indefinitely thanks to medical advances if i could keep going for a few decades in reasonable nick; either i’d be in the last inevitably mortal generation or i might just catch the ride in time. Or would death be something better, an unimaginable extraordinary wonder none of us should miss? Would indefinite life expectancy change beliefs in God? Now, i’m inclined to see my mortality as inevitable again. And time is rushing by. I would hope somehow in the great unknown to keep my own consciousness of self, to have my wife and dogs alongside. People wanting justice for others who’ve done good or ill: maybe death could bring not only one’s own life flashing before the eyes, but the feelings of others who’ve experienced one’s life. I’m not into fire and brimstone though. Reincarnation i have mixed feelings on. Being part of the ongoing universe in some sort of living way sounds comforting but still i come back to wanting to keep a sense of my current self.
In any event, best make the most of this life. There are heavenly things about it- it’s been incredible enough- and hard to let go of. I hope i’m still going strong at 102 like Manoel de Oliveira. Better get fitter, spring into action, run and leap and laugh in the face of mortality….or play peekaboo with death-defying bravado as a daredevil sky-diving tightrope-walking acrobatic human cannonball
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01Pedro Pires
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02Hirokazu Kore-eda
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03Ingmar Bergman
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04Frederick Wiseman
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05Derek Jarman
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06Krzysztof Kieślowski
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07Michael Powell
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08Allan King
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09Djibril Diop Mambéty
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10Masaki Kobayashi
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11Ingmar Bergman
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12Louis Malle
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13Michelangelo Frammartino
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14Kenji Mizoguchi
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15Nicolas Roeg
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16Joseph Losey
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17Denys Arcand
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18Slobodan Šijan
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19Stephen Daldry
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20Gaspar Noé
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21Theodoros Angelopoulos
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22Ritwik Ghatak
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23Nelson Pereira dos Santos
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24Akira Kurosawa
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25Frank Capra
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26Lav Diaz
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27José Luis Guerín
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28Jean Cocteau
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29Masaki Kobayashi
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30Abbas Kiarostami
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31Krzysztof Kieślowski
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32Stanley Kwan
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33Woody Allen
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34Hirokazu Kore-eda
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35Jacques Doillon
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36Yuriy Norshteyn
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37Girish Kasaravalli
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38Carlos Saura
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39Alain Resnais
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40Stan Brakhage
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41Aleksandr Sokurov
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42Edwin
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43Otar Iosseliani
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44Pier Paolo Pasolini
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45Nagisa Ôshima
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46Billy Wilder
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47Bae Yong-Kyun
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48Laurence Olivier
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49Krzysztof Kieślowski
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50Keisuke Kinoshita
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51Carl Theodor Dreyer
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52Alain Resnais
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53Bob Fosse
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54Alejandro Amenábar
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55Nagisa Ôshima
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56Herk Harvey
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57Agnès Varda
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58Peter Greenaway
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59Juan Antonio Bardem
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60Mikio Naruse
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61Nicholas Ray
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62Robert Enrico
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63Yasujirô Ozu
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64Andrei Tarkovsky
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65Hal Ashby
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66Robert Bresson
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67Aleksandr Sokurov
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68Kenji Mizoguchi
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69Terry Gilliam
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70Carl Theodor Dreyer
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71Errol Morris
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72Luca Guadagnino
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73Apichatpong Weerasethakul
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74Kazuo Hara
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75Haskell Wexler
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76Dariush Mehrjui
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77Masahiro Shinoda
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78Bahram Beizai
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79Semih Kaplanoğlu
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80Charlie Kaufman
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81Atom Egoyan
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82Víctor Gaviria
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83Steve McQueen
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84Jerzy Kucia
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85Krzysztof Zanussi
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86Michael Haneke