I tend to say things, and then think “Why the hell did I say that?” and then get embarrassed, and then delete stuff. I wish I didn’t care.

Also, I feel as if I can never really find the words to say what I actually mean.

Either the words don’t exist, or I am incapable of constructing sentances out of my thoughts.

I can’t spell some words no matter how many times I look them up. My brain just won’t keep them filed properly.