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Netherlands, 1989


When Ed van der Elsken was told that he suffered from an incurable form of cancer of the prostate in 1988, he decided to capture his parting from life on film. In the self-portrait Bye Van der Elsken registers the progress of his disease and the slow decay of his body like notes in a diary.

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