a terrible movie, a brilliant book. im not much of a reader, but its books -- no, plays -- like this, that should not be brought to film. unless its terribly unfaithful to its original medium. what will happen to this 'self' which is mine? will i achieve magnificence and success? will i be admired? will my marvelous 'self' express itself? how idiotic! and how boring. how boring, how boring, how boring, how boring..