Difficult. This was an early film that compelled me to become a psychologist, and it also made me want to work with people impacted by HIV. There is no way I could give all my thoughts on this film within 200 words. What I will say is that the stark cinematography is beautiful. The lead is complex, and it brought to life by a gifted actor. How often we put lives at risk on our quest to discover what we think we want.