“I was upset about this or disappointed, but now I look back and I think, yeah, of course it's a struggle. Look at what I want to do. And I've succeeded. I thought there was something outside of the act of making the movie and getting it finished, that was going to happen. And financially – it's not easy. It has never gotten to any point where it's like okay, well, now I can rest. If I stop pushing myself forward, then the train will keep going without me”