“I`m so busy trying to be other people. You start acting just as soon as you walk into the door of that casting office. You can`t just be yourself because they don`t want to hire you. I am not a killer. I don`t beat my mother. I don`t do these things, but you have to walk in there and be these things because they don`t want to hire somebody who `pretends to be gay` or `pretends to be a gang member.”