“In the long run it’s me who makes the decisions, but I had a lot of push from a lot of sources that were just sort of exploiting me. And I didn’t know the difference. So I just went along with what everybody said to do, and there was no sense of morality and no sense of future career moves, it was just, do whatever’s happening now and so I hurt myself very badly, career-wise, and in the long run, financially.”